12岁在桃庄湾劳动改造

秋天的志丹，沙尘把天染成了橘红色。

全团的人哪里见过这么大的阵势，地委书记兼县长慕希章亲自开批斗大会，剧团的每个人就像霜打了一样，无精打采。我更像被烧的火红的钢，又放在冰水里淬火一样，他们批斗，我蒙头大睡，隐隐的听着毛主席在延安文艺座谈会上的讲话内容。批斗会整整开了一个月，我足足睡了一个月。

9

12

yea

s

old

i

taozhua

g

bay

labo

efo

m

Autum

zhida

,

dust

dyed

the

sky

o

a

ge.

The

whole

egime

t

of

people

have

eve

see

such

a

big

situatio

,

local

pa

ty

sec

eta

y

a

d

cou

ty

magist

ate

muxiza

g

pe

so

ally

held

a

meeti

g

to

c

iticize

the

fight,

the

t

oupe

of

eve

yo

e

like

f

ost

hit

the

same,

listless.

I

was

mo

e

like

a

ed-hot

steel

bei

g

bu

ed

a

d

que

ched

i

ice

wate

.

Whe

they

c

iticized

me,

I

slept

with

my

head

cove

ed

a

d

liste

ed

to

chai

ma

MAO's

speech

at

the

ya

'a

fo

um

o

lite

atu

e

a

d

a

t.

The

meeti

g

lasted

a

whole

mo

th,

a

d

I

slept

fo

a

whole

mo

th.

开会得出的结果是，打人的全是共青团员，得到的惩罚是全团下放农村劳动改造一个月！

我被分到桃庄湾下乡劳动改造，同当地的农民同吃，同住，同劳动！吃的小米酸菜，住的有蝎子的窑洞，在零下26度的环境下修梯田。晚上，老师在窑洞的炕上演戏，【一包红糖】，只记得有一句，窟窿小了不补，大了尺五。清晨，我在窑洞前面倒立练功，一双手在零下26度的冻土地上挺立着身体，两分钟，我便大汗淋漓，手却是麻木的，离开地面的时候，一双手印印在地上，是深红的色彩。

The

esult

of

the

meeti

g

is

that

those

who

beat

people

a

e

all

membe

s

of

the

commu

ist

youth

league,

a

d

the

pu

ishme

t

is

to

se

d

the

whole

league

to

u

al

labo

efo

m

fo

o

e

mo

th!

I

was

assig

ed

to

taozhua

gwa

to

go

to

the

cou

t

yside

to

wo

k

a

d

efo

m,

with

the

local

fa

me

s

eat,

live,

wo

k

togethe

!

Eat

millet

saue

k

aut,

live

i

a

sco

pio

's

cave,

a

d

wo

k

o

te

aces

at

mi

us

26

deg

ees

Celsius.

I

the

eve

i

g,

the

teache

i

the

cave

o

the

ka

g

acti

g,

【

a

bag

of

b

ow

suga

】,

o

ly

emembe

the

e

is

a

se

te

ce,

the

hole

is

**all

ot

to

epai

,

big

feet

five.

I

the

ea

ly

mo

i

g,

I

p

acticed

ha

dsta

d

i

f

o

t

of

cave

house.

I

stood

up

ight

o

the

f

oze

g

ou

d

with

my

ha

ds

at

26

deg

ees

below

ze

o.

Afte

two

mi

utes,

I

was

sweati

g

p

ofusedly,

but

my

ha

ds

we

e

umb.

早饭过后，我的任务是打水，在驴圈把驴牵到院子，套上两个大木桶，手拿鞭子赶着到沟底，大约3里路，沟底有一口泉眼，用一个小木桶打水，每次只能打半桶，倒入驴身上的大桶，需要好多桶才能打满。倒水时水会溅到我黑条绒衣服上，立即会变成白色的冰。赶着驴回到窑洞，让大人卸下水，然后，我骑上毛驴，毛驴会欢快的跑回驴圈！我差点还要从毛驴背掉下来！又刺激，又好玩。

Afte

b

eakfast,

my

task

is

to

d

aw

wate

,

i

the

do

key

i

g

the

do

key

to

the

ya

d,

set

up

two

big

ba

els,

the

ha

d

whip

to

d

ive

to

the

bottom

of

the

ditch,

about

3

miles,

the

e

is

a

sp

i

g

at

the

bottom

of

the

ditch,

with

a

**all

bucket

to

d

aw

wate

,

each

time

ca

o

ly

play

half

a

bucket,

pou

i

to

the

do

key

body

bucket,

eed

a

lot

of

buckets

to

play

full.

Whe

I

pou

the

wate

,

it

splashes

o

my

black

st

iped

clothes

a

d

immediately

tu

s

i

to

white

ice.

D

ivi

g

the

do

key

back

to

cave,

let

the

*****s

u

load

the

wate

,

the

,

I

ide

o

the

do

key,

do

key

will

happily

u

back

to

the

do

key

pe

!

I

almost

fell

off

my

do

key!

It's

exciti

g

a

d

fu

.

下午，到工地上拉土修梯田，乔队长看我小，说，你给大家下个腰，表演一下就不用干活了，我就地下了一个腰，迎来一片叫好声，我便完成了劳动改造！

夜晚，寂静无比，师哥文虎同我一起坐着看星星，他每放一个屁，就让我数一下，吥，1，吥2，------你猜，我一共数了多少个屁？整整13个！我俩笑得死去活来！这是我们的唯一一次快乐！居然笑了个屁！

I

the

afte

oo

,

to

the

site

to

pull

soil

epai

te

aced

fields,

Joe

captai

see

me

**all,

said,

you

give

eve

yo

e

a

waist,

show

do

ot

have

to

wo

k,

I

will

u

de

g

ou

d

a

waist,

ushe

ed

i

a

chee

,

I

will

complete

the

labo

efo

m!

Night,

sile

t

cli

ki

g,

teache

elde

b

othe

we

hu

sit

to

see

a

sta

togethe

with

me,

he

each

put

a

fa

t,

let

me

umbe

o

ce,

ot,

1,

ot

2,

------

------

you

guess,

how

ma

y

fa

t

did

I

cou

t

altogethe

?

Thi

tee

!

We

laughed

so

ha

d!

This

is

ou

o

ly

happi

ess!

Actually

**iled

a

fa

t!

夜晚睡在土炕上，只听见韩老师大叫一声，呀！翻开褥子一个大拇指大的蝎子威武着它的大勾子，冲向我的老师，老师一巴掌拍死了它！庆幸蝎子没有光顾我，但是，我的黑毛衣上爬满了小动物，还有它们的白色的孩子，它们集合着，向我的皮肤攻击前进！

Sleep

o

the

ea

th

ka

g

at

ight,

o

ly

hea

teache

ha

shout,

ah!

The

sco

pio

with

a

big

thumb

ope

ed

the

mat

a

d

ushed

at

my

teache

,

who

slapped

him

to

death!

Glad

sco

pio

did

ot

pat

o

ize

me,

but,

my

black

sweate

cove

ed

with

**all

a

imals,

as

well

as

thei

white

child

e

,

they

gathe

ed

to

attack

my

ski

fo

wa

d!

我用两个大拇指把小动物挤一下，啪的一声，清脆好听！如同音乐。

I

use

two

thumbs

to

squeeze

**all

a

imals,

a

s

ap,

c

isp

to

liste

to!

It's

like

music.